Spent

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Last Friday I wrote that I had a heavy heart.

Today I am just spent. Spent. Literally I’ve got nothing. Nothing.

Around noon on Sunday I returned to Nashville to be greeted by a few inches of standing water in my basement apartment. My roommate and I spent the better part of the day futilely sweeping water and salvaging items that might be affected if the water rose dramatically.

Monday, thankfully, the waters began to recede and a team of friends appeared to help move all my stuff to a temporary home and to tear out carpet and flooring. We got everything clean and ready for the professionals to takeover, but it became obvious that the space won’t be livable for awhile. Bummer.

Here is what I know:

I have a lot I need to figure out. Most importantly, I need to find new place to live. Quickly. Like by May 15 quickly. (If anyone has any ideas I am looking for a 1-2 bedroom place in Nashville that allows a medium sized dog.)

The next few weeks are going to be filled with uncertainty. Unfortunately uncertainty isn’t really my strong-suit.

I am blessed because the majority of my things are safe and dry. There are thousands of people who lost everything.

Our community is amazingly generous and resilient. I have never been more proud of my church, my neighbors, and my workplace.

And lastly…I am spent. Oh, I said that already…twice.

If you’d like to help flood Nashville flood victims, Cross Point has teams of folks meeting at the Bellevue campus and working everyday this week from 9 AM to 4 PM. For more information, visit here.

Out-of-towners, you can help too. Cross Point has set up a flood relief fund. Donate here.

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  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/jentaylor1 Jennifer

    LIndsey, when I first moved to Nashville I lived at the Arbors Apartments on Edmondson Pike in the Nipper's Corner area. It's not fancy but the management is good and they allow dogs of all sizes.
    My recent post flooded with blessings

    • http://intensedebate.com/people/Lindsey_Nobles Lindsey_Nobles

      thanks. i'll look into those!

    • http://intensedebate.com/people/Lindsey_Nobles Lindsey_Nobles

      thanks. i'll look into those!

    • http://intensedebate.com/people/Lindsey_Nobles Lindsey_Nobles

      thanks. i'll look into those!

  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/kaikunane ThatGuyKC

    So glad to hear you're safe and most of your stuff is dry.

    I'm up in Seattle (aka The Rainy City) so I know wet, but can't imagine what y'all are going through with that much water. Have been praying and will continue to spread the word on how to help.
    My recent post Wasting Time

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/JasonBradford JasonBradford

    Lidsey-

    Thanks for sharing.. know that you are in the prayers of many… and all will be ok. I hate uncertainty too!!

    It's true the Nashville community is pretty dang awesome. :)
    My recent post Nashville, TN – This Is Our Town

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/JasonBradford JasonBradford

    Lidsey-

    Thanks for sharing.. know that you are in the prayers of many… and all will be ok. I hate uncertainty too!!

    It's true the Nashville community is pretty dang awesome. :)
    My recent post Nashville, TN – This Is Our Town

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/JasonBradford JasonBradford

    Lidsey-

    Thanks for sharing.. know that you are in the prayers of many… and all will be ok. I hate uncertainty too!!

    It's true the Nashville community is pretty dang awesome. :)
    My recent post Nashville, TN – This Is Our Town

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/JasonBradford JasonBradford

    Lidsey-

    Thanks for sharing.. know that you are in the prayers of many… and all will be ok. I hate uncertainty too!!

    It's true the Nashville community is pretty dang awesome. :)
    My recent post Nashville, TN – This Is Our Town

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/JasonBradford JasonBradford

    Lidsey-

    Thanks for sharing.. know that you are in the prayers of many… and all will be ok. I hate uncertainty too!!

    It's true the Nashville community is pretty dang awesome. :)
    My recent post Nashville, TN – This Is Our Town

  • http://www.justachick.com Dedra

    If I had a house in Nashville/Franklin, it would be yours right this moment. All I have to offer you is my prayers, my support, my friendship and anything else you might need at any given moment. It's taking everything in me to not come up there and help. Really.

    I'm sorry your spent. I get that. It's okay to be spent. What has happened to you, your friends and the community is tragic and sad. He's right there with you. Just sayin. :)

    Love ya girl….
    My recent post Plan B by Pete Wilson

  • http://www.justachick.com Dedra

    If I had a house in Nashville/Franklin, it would be yours right this moment. All I have to offer you is my prayers, my support, my friendship and anything else you might need at any given moment. It's taking everything in me to not come up there and help. Really.

    I'm sorry your spent. I get that. It's okay to be spent. What has happened to you, your friends and the community is tragic and sad. He's right there with you. Just sayin. :)

    Love ya girl….
    My recent post Plan B by Pete Wilson

    • http://intensedebate.com/people/Lindsey_Nobles Lindsey_Nobles

      you are offering all i need. :) hope i get to see you soon.

  • http://forrest-long.blogspot.com Forrest Long

    I know what that feeling is like. I’ll pray that your “plan B” transition will be an easy one and you will find the perfect place to settle in above the reach of a flood. God gives us His grace for our need just when we need it!

  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/takethestairs takethestairs

    Hey Lindsey,

    Saw your post on Twitter. I'm so sorry. :( That is a major bummer. I just moved to Nashville and go to Crosspoint church. My fiancee and I bought a house in East Nashville in January. But I'm renting a room from my backyard neighbor that I'm staying in just until we get married. However I'm on the road speaking all the month of May and that room is wide open. The rent is paid on the room and I'd be happy to let you stay there for free. Not sure if the landlord would take the dog. There isn't much room for a dog. :(

    But it could be a place for you to stay for free at least in the short term until you get your feet on the ground. You can email me at rory@roryvaden.com and I can get you details. I'm getting on a flight right now to Seattle and will and in about 2 hours. Do you have a place to stay tonight?

    I'm praying for you.

    Rory

    • http://intensedebate.com/people/Lindsey_Nobles Lindsey_Nobles

      rory, that is unbelievably generous. thank you so much for the offer. right now i am still hoping i can find someplace more permanent but who knows. i hope i get to meet you and your fiance at crosspoint soon. i am such a geek about that church – i love it!

  • http://twitter.com/eleroo34 @eleroo34

    I am so sorry about your apartment Lindsey. I have been following the floods and praying for all of you daily. You are welcome to my spare bedroom but I think a 10 hour daily commute would be a bit much:)
    One of my favorite songs is Through The Fire…the lyrics just speak out to me in times when I question why I am being put through a rough time. I hope you find them comforting.

    So many times i've questioned certain circumstances
    Or things I could not understand
    Many times in trials, weakness blurs my vision
    And my frustration gets so out of hand
    Its then I am reminded I've never been forsaken
    I've never had to stand the test alone
    As I look at all the victories
    The spirit rises up in me
    And its through the fire my weakness is made strong

    • http://intensedebate.com/people/Lindsey_Nobles Lindsey_Nobles

      yeah, 10 hours might be a bit much ;) thanks though!

      i love the lyrics…thanks for sharing.

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  • http://light-her-lamp.blogspot.com Jaycee

    A lot of people are praying for you, and God definitely has not forsaken you. In times like this (in storms), the bible says "Be still and KNOW that He is God." You'll be fine, I'm confident of that. Just shared the Cross Point donation system on twitter. Hope you get that place soon…:)

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/jcatron jcatron

    So sorry Linds. Wish I could have been more help to you. Hang in there… love yah friend!
    My recent post Walking Hope

    • http://intensedebate.com/people/Lindsey_Nobles Lindsey_Nobles

      hope we get to catch up soon…so proud of the work you are doing…

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/jcatron jcatron

    So sorry Linds. Wish I could have been more help to you. Hang in there… love yah friend!
    My recent post Walking Hope

  • http://hornedfrog02.blogspot.com Amanda

    I wish I had a place for you to stay (actually, I do, but I don't live anywhere near Nashville and am not sure I can say it is "pet friendly"…) Having recently visited Nashville, the pictures are just heartbreaking…especially since every time I visit, I say "if I didn't love my job and living near my family, I could totally move to Nashville". Uncertainty isn't my strong suit either and change is SO hard for me, so I'm praying extra hard for you and the other people there because I'm really not sure how I would handle that situation. May you find rest tonight…and continue to feel blessings in the midst of this tragedy.

    • http://intensedebate.com/people/Lindsey_Nobles Lindsey_Nobles

      thanks amanda!

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/prudychick prudychick

    I'm praying for you. Glad that you and Mols are safe.

    My recent post April.30.2009

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/prudychick prudychick

    I'm praying for you. Glad that you and Mols are safe.

    My recent post April.30.2009

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/prudychick prudychick

    I'm praying for you. Glad that you and Mols are safe.

    My recent post April.30.2009

  • http://blog.hafchurch.org/peter Peter P

    Lindsey,

    I can’t even imagine.

    Can’t even come close to imagining.

    I always find it frustrating that I have nothing material to offer but I CAN go one better than that and pray for you.

    So I will.

    • http://intensedebate.com/people/Lindsey_Nobles Lindsey_Nobles

      prayers appreciated…

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/lightchild Grant Jenkins

    I'm so praying for you, my friend. I know all too well that it's not easy, but it's these "Plan B" moments that show us what we're made of and create space for God to do amazing things in our lives. Just ask me. Actually, ask me in a few more months. :)
    My recent post BOOK REVIEW: Plan B by Pete Wilson

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/lightchild Grant Jenkins

    I'm so praying for you, my friend. I know all too well that it's not easy, but it's these "Plan B" moments that show us what we're made of and create space for God to do amazing things in our lives. Just ask me. Actually, ask me in a few more months. :)
    My recent post BOOK REVIEW: Plan B by Pete Wilson

  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/gritandglory alece

    i'm hugging your spent heart, and wish i could hug the rest of you too.

    i love you, linds.
    My recent post guarding my heart

  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/gritandglory alece

    i'm hugging your spent heart, and wish i could hug the rest of you too.

    i love you, linds.
    My recent post guarding my heart

  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/gritandglory alece

    i'm hugging your spent heart, and wish i could hug the rest of you too.

    i love you, linds.
    My recent post guarding my heart

  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/gritandglory alece

    i'm hugging your spent heart, and wish i could hug the rest of you too.

    i love you, linds.
    My recent post guarding my heart

  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/gritandglory alece

    i'm hugging your spent heart, and wish i could hug the rest of you too.

    i love you, linds.
    My recent post guarding my heart

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/kevindeshazo kevindeshazo

    Praying for you. Not a fun time and really no words will help, but know that people are thinking about and praying for you and your city.

  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/takethestairs takethestairs

    Hey Lindsey,

    Saw your post on Twitter. I'm so sorry. :( That is a major bummer. I just moved to Nashville and go to Crosspoint church. My fiancee and I bought a house in East Nashville in January. But I'm renting a room from my backyard neighbor that I'm staying in just until we get married. However I'm on the road speaking all the month of May and that room is wide open. The rent is paid on the room and I'd be happy to let you stay there for free. Not sure if the landlord would take the dog. There isn't much room for a dog. :(

    But it could be a place for you to stay for free at least in the short term until you get your feet on the ground. You can email me at rory@roryvaden.com and I can get you details. I'm getting on a flight right now to Seattle and will and in about 2 hours. Do you have a place to stay tonight?

    I'm praying for you.

    Rory

  • http://twitter.com/eleroo34 @eleroo34

    I am so sorry about your apartment Lindsey. I have been following the floods and praying for all of you daily. You are welcome to my spare bedroom but I think a 10 hour daily commute would be a bit much:)
    One of my favorite songs is Through The Fire…the lyrics just speak out to me in times when I question why I am being put through a rough time. I hope you find them comforting.

    So many times i've questioned certain circumstances
    Or things I could not understand
    Many times in trials, weakness blurs my vision
    And my frustration gets so out of hand
    Its then I am reminded I've never been forsaken
    I've never had to stand the test alone
    As I look at all the victories
    The spirit rises up in me
    And its through the fire my weakness is made strong

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/Lindsey_Nobles Lindsey_Nobles

    thanks. i will check them out.

  • http://sandraking-beholding-god.blogspot.com/ Sandra King

    Wish I could be there to physically help my Nashville area friends. Hugs and prayers winging south.
    My recent post The Great Lilac Massacre

  • http://sandraking-beholding-god.blogspot.com/ Sandra King

    Wish I could be there to physically help my Nashville area friends. Hugs and prayers winging south.
    My recent post The Great Lilac Massacre

  • http://sandraking-beholding-god.blogspot.com/ Sandra King

    Wish I could be there to physically help my Nashville area friends. Hugs and prayers winging south.
    My recent post The Great Lilac Massacre

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  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/whimzie whimzie

    I didn't really realize how many until this past weekend, but I follow quite a few Tweeps who live in the Nashville area. If it hadn't been for Twitter, I wouldn't have even known how bad the flooding actually was in TN!

    I don't know how all of this water fits into God's plan for you, but today I'm praying that He shows Himself in a mighty way in your life in the midst of all this….and I'm praying it's sooner rather than later.
    My recent post Goodbye, Hello

    • http://intensedebate.com/people/Lindsey_Nobles Lindsey_Nobles

      He is definitely at work.

  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/whimzie whimzie

    I didn't really realize how many until this past weekend, but I follow quite a few Tweeps who live in the Nashville area. If it hadn't been for Twitter, I wouldn't have even known how bad the flooding actually was in TN!

    I don't know how all of this water fits into God's plan for you, but today I'm praying that He shows Himself in a mighty way in your life in the midst of all this….and I'm praying it's sooner rather than later.
    My recent post Goodbye, Hello

  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/rebeccannb rebeccannb

    Lindsey, I am praying for you through this time! And your church Crosspoint is amazing! I wish I lived in Nashville some days just so I can be apart of the community there! :)
    My recent post The Voice New Testament

  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/rebeccannb rebeccannb

    Lindsey, I am praying for you through this time! And your church Crosspoint is amazing! I wish I lived in Nashville some days just so I can be apart of the community there! :)
    My recent post The Voice New Testament

  • http://intensedebate.com/profiles/rebeccannb rebeccannb

    Lindsey, I am praying for you through this time! And your church Crosspoint is amazing! I wish I lived in Nashville some days just so I can be apart of the community there! :)
    My recent post The Voice New Testament

    • http://intensedebate.com/people/Lindsey_Nobles Lindsey_Nobles

      i know, i am so blessed.

  • http://cyndiakadisneyqueen.blogspot.com/ DisneyCyndi

    Praying for you guys.
    My recent post My Life in Pictures!

  • http://cyndiakadisneyqueen.blogspot.com/ DisneyCyndi

    Praying for you guys.
    My recent post My Life in Pictures!

  • http://cyndiakadisneyqueen.blogspot.com/ DisneyCyndi

    Praying for you guys.
    My recent post My Life in Pictures!

  • Ani

    How awful for you. Feeling that way. I can only pray for you.

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/JasonWert JasonWert

    Lindsey, I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could do to make things better. We live at Mission Bellevue Ridge (just off exit 199 of I-40) and they have openings here. I know they allow pets.
    My recent post Trapped on Briley Parkway in Nashville Sunday May 2 2010

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/JasonWert JasonWert

    Lindsey, I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could do to make things better. We live at Mission Bellevue Ridge (just off exit 199 of I-40) and they have openings here. I know they allow pets.
    My recent post Trapped on Briley Parkway in Nashville Sunday May 2 2010

  • http://intensedebate.com/people/JasonWert JasonWert

    Lindsey, I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could do to make things better. We live at Mission Bellevue Ridge (just off exit 199 of I-40) and they have openings here. I know they allow pets.
    My recent post Trapped on Briley Parkway in Nashville Sunday May 2 2010

  • Sarah

    i'll be keeping my ears open for places for you to check out. i'm so sorry & please let me know if you need anything. even a place to do laundry (don't tell the water conservation people). but i'm serious.